tell me a story
I have been
Does it ever
I can’t sleep because I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t sleep because I can’t help thinking that you’re getting me back by being with another girl. I can’t sleep because I did nothing wrong but you ignore me like I did. I can’t sleep because I swore to myself I would never let myself get this way over someone I love. I can’t sleep because I don’t even know if you love me back.
‘You don’t actually get over things… you incorporate them. They become part of everything you are. I don’t mean that you walk about crying all the time. But you change.’
…and you drink a little too much and try a little too hard. And you go home to a cold bed and think, ‘That was fine’. And your life is a long line of fine.